Big Foot and Little Foot

  My sister is most likely getting married this fall and I was asked to be the maid of honor :) My other sister was asked to be a bridesmaid also! The really silly thing is if my sister wants us to have a particular sort of shoes it will be a challenge. I have to shop in the children's section because I wear size 1 or 2 on one foot and the braced one is a 4 or 5  ( I am sure my sister will want my feet to match at least). The other sister wears size 12 in woman's ...most stores do not even carry that size. We are like opposites!!
  I sure hope my sister will not be too picky. If she is I guess I will not wear my brace and have the same sized shoes and use my wheelchair, she wants to get married in the evening  and I have a heap of seizures then anyway. I cannot be standing, She knows this. Maybe by then I will be cured......that almost seems impossible it has been so many years.
I still have hope , someone told me I was being a goof but I think I have to have that hope right now.

Excitement, Disappointments, and Happiness.

On the 31st I got my brace . Oh how excited I was, longing to use my leg again and get rid of the old walker. Well it has a break in period and I have to use the walker still . Poo. I am still so glad I have it now so  hopefully I can dance..soon. I had to wait since November for the thing and my leg started not working in September. That is a long time. Anyway I had to get new shoes because the brace is so big . My foot it tiny, ridiculously tiny ...think size 1 tiny. But I am glad it was tiny enough that I could stay in the kids section . Why???? So my shoes match!! If one was woman's and one kids they would not match. Also no dress shoes would work with the brace :( :( :( :( :(   (that means sneakers at church).  I did get to buy a book I wanted since August and yesterday I got to go to a Jazz Dinner . I almost didn't get to go and I ask to go to it for my birthday and I would of been really sad if Daddy said no. Grandpa showed up at our house and said he was going and that saved the day!! A good friend was there , I had a heap of seizures 13, but that's better than 25 or 30.