Holes In The Day

 Since last Tuesday things have been pretty rough.
     Lots of seizure like events  (distonic storms?)


Imagine you are talking with someone and all of a sudden you went forward into the future , maybe they quit talking to you maybe they are not even sitting by you anymore.

Now imagine this happening fifty times.....a big chunk of you day just went bye-bye.

Most people don't black out but I do...I have been told maybe I pinch something off in my neck.

So...the Ldopa was increased so has the nausea.

I did not think I could stand it if I went backwards....but I am not God and for some reason it happened.

Yesterday I went to the lake with family and friends. I still enjoyed the day , I just wish it wasn't full of holes.

Trusting is God is what I must do ....and pray.
I can do no other.....
So help me God.

What It Is Like and How It Is

 Imagine every day ..for years
you have seizures without any free days.


You are tired ...and confused.

You miss sections of conversation, sections of life.

It is a bit like time travel.

You end up minutes into the future.

The minutes add up.

How many hours do you miss in a year?

Days...Weeks...a Month????

It is how it is.

You are a time traveler...for real.

All those folks who told you there is no such thing as time travel.... they are bloody wrong!!