A Miracle ???

  Yesterday 2 of my siblings and my Mom and I got our eyes checked. I was slightly worried as my left eye has been very hard to focus and blurry for a few months.

It turns out it got better!!!

The eyeman thinks it didn't get better , he thinks he messed up.

"It's quite common with little kids that they get glasses that are too strong for them and no one can tell till later when their eyes get worn out from trying to adjust ." He said.

"I am not a little kid". I said, either he didn't hear me or he didn't know what to say.

Eyemen just seem to think that eyes just don't get better. He is still a good doc.

Anyway I am going down 3xs on the left side.

I still like to think it got better.

I am getting new frames too as my old ones are a few years old and only cost $9.00, last time I saved my old ones too long they broke and then I was stuck not seeing properly , I also fall on them and bend them up so..I am getting some new ones.

Yesterday was a very bad day for my mom, her back hurt her so bad she was white.

:(


I also had too many seizures and that made the entire day really rough.


Well today is a bit better so far .

Oh, here is something funny: I was with my Dad and he was helping me out of the truck and I lost my skirt!!!  It fell down far. I don't think he even noticed till I said something!!
 Why don't they make kids skirts with adjustable waists like they do the pants ?? I mean like longer skirts.  It is so much easier to get a skirt on than pants when you have a messed up leg, unless you lay on the floor. Oh well. I guess it needs sewed in.

The Man With The Staple Gun

  As I set getting an I.V. , a man with a staple gun sat across from me.

 Mommy left for a minute or so.

  I had a seizure.

When I came back the man with the staple gun stapled 20 pounds of advice papers to my chest.

Mommy came back and the man pointed to what he had done and said, " she needs that."

Mommy said, " well I don't know about that but my daughter needs to breathe , thats for sure".

Mommy tore the 20 pounds of advice off my chest, and I felt much better as I could then breathe.

I had become nearly purple.


As we left Mommy turns to the staple gun man and says, " We do the best we can",

We went home.

A Year Ago Today...I Nearly Kicked The Bucket

  Yes, I was in the hospital and was having lots and lots of seizures. The doctor was a Butt and took me off of my normal med and gave me Keppra. Why? Because he said he didn't think Valproic acid was for young girls that they should be on Keppra. I was givin more and more ativan and got worse and worse. It was awful, I was hardly awake at all. 

The doctor wouldn't believe that the Cleavland Clinic said for me to say on Valproic Acid so my Mom had to drive home and get the records and show him, she also brought my medicine but I wasn't awake enough to take it.

She did eventually get me to take it and basically had to drag me out of the hospital. I was so weak I could not sit up in the car whenever she went around any turns.

 Also the hospital wanted me transported to Cleavland which is at least four hours away, but they also said they didn't want to to that because I was to seizurey and would need a doctor and some nurses to come.

Basically it was a mess, I was there for a few days but I was not supposed to die because here I am.

Thank God For The Mommas!

 My Mommy is so awesome , she loves me no matter what. She taught me how to read and how to write , she gives me good books.

Mommy catches me when I fall.

Mommy cuts my hair for me because she does it how I like it!

Mommy cooks and cleans.

I am mad I cannot help as much as I used too...but Mommy does not mind.

Thank God for the Mommas.