My Sister is Getting Married

Well one of my sisters.....
I am happy for her , but a little sad.

You know, she's grown up and soon we  again will not be in the same house anymore.

September 21st.

She gave me her Cabbage Patch Kid to live with my other dolls.

She gave me back my Christmas stocking which she stole. (a long but silly story I am not going to tell right now)

I guess people normally get rid of some of their kid stuff when they are getting married, it just feels weird, I mean we used to play a good deal with her doll and though she hasn't played with her in years it still feels strange.

Well, that's all I am going to say now.

Missed The I.V.......

  I threw up Sunday. ( which you probably didn't want to know).

Rested all day today and hopefully will get to i.v. tomorrow.

Still feel bad. Saturday was pretty rough also, I did manage to go out with my Daddy.
I am glad I did but .....I just was BLAH.

I missed another party for my sister but if I threw up there that would of been just lovely.

I will survive.

Here are some pictures from the party my Mom and I did for my sister on Thursday:

 The cupcake things , thanks American Girl Magazine.

 The Bride To Be!!

The sleeping Dog...what I wanted to do!! He He.

I thought about putting some other pictures up but some person does not want to be on my blog...I am o.k. with that.

You Know That Feeling....

When you have to go somewhere and you don't want too....
when you get there you start to secretly make plans to hide somewhere,
like under a table or in a cleaning closet???

Maybe you are one of those people that crawl underneath oil tanks.

I felt like that about i.v. Monday....but you know I can't hide.
 1# I am not left alone
2# There are no tables or oil tanks
3# nurses always are grabbing stuff out of the closet
4# I was being ridiculous.
 
I went there, got my i.v., fell asleep , woke up, got socialized.
I had a fever and a sore throat( It makes me anti-social)

I am better now and had a good day and got a nap.

I drew some and got extremely sleepy.

Oh ...my sister that's getting married came home yesterday evening and she gave me presents.
A hello kitty change purse , hello kitty buttons, a little panda dude and today she gave me necklace. I missed her a lot. What shall I do if she ever moves away?

Disgusted

Yesterday was BAD.

Family stuff.

I am disgusted with it.

On a brighter note my brother did pretty well on his placement test.
On a sour note something happened and he may not be going to collage this fall.

Why can't everyone love each other and be nice and use common sense?

Every family has its issues I guess, just since I am older now I guess I notice it more.

Well, all I am left with is hope in today and prayer.

Oh yeah , the sun is shining and my hands are stained with pencil lead from drawing.
I played my violin yesterday and I know God will work everything out.
My sisters wedding dress came.

Everyone is growing up and the saying "little kids, little problems .. big kids, big problems" sort of...... is true in some cases.

What Have I Been Doing?

Drawing and reading and laying in the sun on the deck, but today it is raining. Also I helped my sister find bridesmaid dresses. She decided on blue. I guess I won't get a pink dress. I really do not care, she wanted so many colors in her wedding I wondered how she was planning to pull all of it off. I miss my sister. She has been so very busy and when she is off work she goes to see her beau . I told her she should take me somewhere so she said o.k. She is planning to take me to the mall sometime when she is off, I told her that her man can come too.

Another thing that I have been thinking deeply about is how the sermons at church now
(about love) tie into the ones when we left our old church( the different kinds of love). That was about eight years ago...I think I had a better memory then. Anyway it goes to show that even if you think your kid is not listening.. they might be. I am not saying I always listened....lots of times I did not.

Even more stuff that I have been thinking about is recently a friend and the sister that is getting married have had a bad something. Not really a fight , I guess disagreements and hurt. It is too complicated for me to begin to describe it. I feel like the grown up world is too complicated and there is just too much I do not understand. I wish I could fix things but it does not even have anything to do with me, nor does anyone expect me to fix things or understand the situation. I do know one thing that I can do though....PRAY.

Yesterday Was My Parents Anniversary and.....My Sister Got Engaged

So yesterday was a bit busy I had i.v. and I have not been feeling good for a couple of weeks but yesterday I felt really bad but my dad made a big dinner and had a guest over. I completely regret forcing myself to eat and I even regret leaving my room. I regret not cancelling the i.v. appointment. Yesterday for me was pretty much bad. I am glad my parents are married and my sister got engaged. I just felt too sick. That is how it was , I hope today is better.