I Made the Physical Therapists Lift Weight .. Me!!!

 Today I had my first seizure that happened at P.t. , Mommy caught me but the therapists had to carry me to the table to keep me from hitting my head on the table corner. Its funny how I get to wake up in a new position or place. The therapists said I got tired so I decided to make them lift some weights, me !
  I came home and slept till 5:30 I must of been really tired because it was not even noon when I came home. P.t. took all my energy today.
  I am not going to go to p.t. anymore because I do most of the exercises at home and I can walk pretty good with the brace, I thought anyway, but today they said I should be going to p.t. twice a week. That will not happen. I have appointments twice a week that are 2 hours away one way already ...I sleep after that normally . Also my Mom does not like the expense of p.t. either. Like I say I very diligently do it at home anyway.
  So today I went to p.t. and slept. That's that .

I Try To Do What The Doctor Tells Me But......

Sometimes I cannot. It drives me bonkers, and sometimes even though I do everything they tell me it does not work. I am really frustrated that one of my P.T. exercises hurts me so much today I only was able to do it 8 times instead of 30 , I just couldn't do it. I did do my exercises faithfully before I got the brace and still ended up with the brace, 2 times a day everyday. The insurance took about 3 months to get everything together, if they had hurried up maybe my knee would not of got too wasted not to mention my ankle. I guess wasted is the right word, or maybe its floppy? I admit I get obsessed with what people tell me to do. I have to tell myself my doctor ain't my Daddy, I always have to listen to my Dad .  That is how I am. When I was younger my grandparents would even try to get me to do stuff my Parents told me not too just so they could hear my lecture about what Mommy said. Sometimes thought, trying to please people gets into the way and one time when someone told me to try the keto diet , I lost 7 pounds in 7 days and made myself sick, already  at the >2nd percentile for my age, it was not safe . I still feel like I should be doing it and it irks me.