Perhaps This Is Goodbye....

 I do not want this to be the end of my blog.

Reading is a very hard time consuming thing but at least I can do it, letters dance about the page but sometimes I just forget what I read before because it was just too hard.

Writing.....sometimes takes me days .

I was an artist once but I don't remember how to draw a rose anymore it just slipped away........I do not remember how a daisy goes I know where to start and end but the middle is lost in the muck in my head.

Yes I hear it a rather annoying amount of times that I may get better that the seizures may all go away.

Duh.

Yes, Oh YES that would be amazing..........one can still hope but I want to be realistic.

I was told I have something much like Lennox -Gastaut Syndrome , but the nerve ,and auto immune things leave doctors confused...............there is much more to my case than that and I don't want everyone to know.

Anyway,  I feel like my readers had better know this may be my last blog post .....I HOPE not but it seems like as soon as my head gets back on a seizure rips it off again.

Peace to you all and lets hope I can do this again sometime.  Also I hope I have not left you all in a state of shock.