Not Good...

 I wasn't feeling too good Monday despite having an i.v. and everything , normally I feel better after I have an i.v.

When I came home this was in the mail....

It made me feel some better, I even laughed, something about that pumpkin's squishy face!

It is always nice to hear from Kathie she is a really nice lady I met on a trip to Florida a few years ago.

Anyway I found out why I felt so bad....grandmals were coming. They have come and gone and I feel worn out and not myself still.

I hope the grandmals don't come back ever.

Halloween Party

 Yesterday evening for the very first time in my entire life I dressed up for halloween.

Someone had told me before that halloween  is the devils holiday, my family said it was bad.

I don't like creepy stuff or evil, I wanted to dress up in my princess dress that I have had for many years.

Daddy said it was fine and guess what? He even dressed up! He wore his clown wig and I got to put ponytails in his beard.

What is really funny is besides the band and a couple of employees my Dad and our friend and I were the only ones dressed up!!

It was fun!

Other things I did consider going as was Laura Ingalls Wilder, Annie Oakley, or a gypsy.........but then I thought my chair is a royal color and its sort of like a thrown.

If my Dad goes to another costume party I think he should die his beard yellow and paint his face orange so he can be the Lorax!

Easter Seals Lilly Of The Year Contest.....

......Since I was a winner in the first half of the contest now I am in another contest for..........Lilly Seal Of The Year!!!

Please vote for me, Jessica Riley.http://goo.gl/VXq9Av

Also please share it with your friends!!

Mommy Said...

....That this is her prayer : that my seizures will go away as quickly as they came and my leg and everything else will heal up completely.
 she told me this because I said I was sad that I have not been able to roller skate for so long ( years). And that I am even sadder that my feet are so small that I don't even know anybody I can give them too that can have some fun with them.
Mommy said there is still hope.

Here I Stay

Here I stay , away from my previous plan...

To be honest I had a feeling I wouldn't be going.

I had a feeling it was sort of dumb to even plan.

So I am here and its o.k.

No going out to a concert with Daddy tonight.

I am too worn out.

But I am still here, so I'm not completely worn out just yet.

I am just more tired than I want to be.

But you can't always get what you want.

I Wish...

There could be more love and forgiveness in the world.

That people wouldn't say mean stuff about others...
...there would be more peace.

I am not saying you should accept things that are wrong, I mean people should love others more.

If people had more love and forgiveness.......there would be more peace but most unfortunately...

It seems like some people love to hate ....and have loads and loads of drama.

Whats the deal???

I don't understand so much.

Why does God let so much meanness thrive?

Maybe He will tell me someday.

Well,  peace and love my friends. 

Frying Germs

...You never know what is going to happen...
last night I had a fever and felt awful ...but today I feel better than I have in weeks!!!
 Maybe I had to fry some germs inside of me??
He He

O.k.

 Lately I have been o.k.

Sometimes I am too tired and sometimes I am less tired.

Too tired of seizures and sore throats, I feel like I can't deal with it anymore but then the next day comes.......and I am sometimes less tired.

I feel like I am used to this, I have done it for years now ...I can do it today for sure.

Really the thing is I don't really have much of a choice except to keep going.

I am trying to keep doing stuff no matter what, but some days I really don't do that much.

I got to see Ralphie Monday which was fun.

And I went to see Grandpa last Sunday . Grandpa gave me a ride in his awesome Jag!!!
( That did cheer me up!)

A Pencil Drawing ....

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Yesterday I got to visit my Grandpa and go on a boat ride with my Dad and some friends !!!

It is only about the third time I have been to the lake at grandpa's this year and it is the only boat ride I have had in a looooong time. I am so glad I got to go.

Happy!!

 My artwork is going to be featured as an Easter Seal 2014!!!!

I won the contest and I could win Lilly of the year.

So excited....and I feel better than I did the other days except for my throat.

Well , I Have Felt Bad For Awhile.

 I have been getting very bad headaches, the kind that I hate, not that I like any of them, these worry me.

My belly has been angry about something .

Yesterday I went to the doctor and he wants me to go to Johns Hopkins but I don't want too. I am tired of that sort of thing.

:(

Also I am very upset because my dog cannot sleep in my bed with me now.
May God please make the bloody fleas die !!!!


Well on the better side of things my Moms birthday is today, my brothers was Sunday, and the sun is out.