Something that has really been bothering me is the fact that my left leg has not been working properly, starting in September. Maybe it is because I have hit my head too many times, maybe I just have too many seizures, I don't really know. I am afraid. I am afraid of what might happen next. I am unhappy I still cannot use my leg. I am supposed to get an AFO Thursday, that has taken months. Everyone thinks I am so brave but I am not nearly as brave as you think I am.
I am really tired of taking my medicine, even though I know I must I still don't like the way it makes me feel. If I quit , like they tried in hospital, I have seizures nearly non stop and since it seemed to take the grandmals away I just cannot stop. But life goes on and I absolutely must continue on and pray that God gives me the grace to continue on and to do so without deep depths of sadness.
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