I was crying because of my physical body...how it is.
Bodies fail you...they do things you cannot control, or maybe you want your body to do something and it won't.
Death comes.
I am thankful in what comes after.
I am thankful that one day I will have a new body.
Some of you are going to not like this post very much...your going to think I am giving up hope that I would be healed. A small group of you may even say amongst yourselves that I do not believe enough to be healed....some of you may even say this to my face.
It has happened before....You can say what you want to.
I was in the ICU last weekend, not Easter weekend the one before...Bad seizure.
I later was asked what I would like for a funeral....
My Body was and probably still is somewhat... having a hard go of it.
I don't know when I am going to die but it happens to everyone.
I don't know why God let Adan and Eve choose to sin....But I sure glad He made a way to save me from it.
God sent his Son to die for us.....but he did not stay dead !
Sweet Hope.
I love your artwork. It's very inspiring and a gift from God! Please do not give up. God has plans for us all, this is true, but please keep fighting because every life is worth fighting for and yours certainly is! When it's our time to go, He will take us and our time here on earth is fulfilled. Then our bodies will be new and restored! But until then do not give up. Turn it over to the Lord and He will carry and take care of you in every way!
ReplyDeleteI believe beyond what any doctor says no matter how educated they are. No funeral. Instead a HEALING!!! God is bigger than any doctor and any sickness. He's a miracle worker and rose from the dead! If He says we can move mountains with our faith, we can overcome ANY sickness and find a cure! You are continuously in our prayers and if you ever need to talk we are always here for you. God bless you.
One of my favorite quotes is about healing and curing -- how we are sometimes not cured but definitely healed. Your artwork is staggering in its power. I'm sending love to you.
ReplyDeleteOne of my favorite quotes is about healing and curing -- how we are sometimes not cured but definitely healed. Your artwork is staggering in its power. I'm sending love to you.
ReplyDeleteI feel your love....I am glad you feel power in my drawings, Sometimes I want to tell my parents something and the words don't come the way I want ....Iay on my belly and draw and then they usually understand.
DeleteI get it Jessica. I really get it. A lot of people are positive, 100% that they ARE GOING to be healed, not in the NEXT lifetime, but THIS one. They themselves, or their children. 100%. I know of two women who were told by their docs that their children in their wombs were not going to make it, and they told their docs that they did not know their God, and their baby WILL live, just wait and see, and they thanked God for their baby's healing and believed completely their baby's would be fine. Sounds like some awesome faith, right? Profound shake up in those mother's faith when those babies died within hours of delivery. I can tell you DO have strong faith. I can understand that you KNOW there would be people who won't like this post, but I can also tell, bc you LIVE it, you also have a way of seeing things by faith and also in such a way that is also a realistic way bc we live in a fallen world, AND that we ARE all going to die in some way. I respect you for that. and now there will be people not liking my comment at all too! :)
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