Not Good...

 I wasn't feeling too good Monday despite having an i.v. and everything , normally I feel better after I have an i.v.

When I came home this was in the mail....

It made me feel some better, I even laughed, something about that pumpkin's squishy face!

It is always nice to hear from Kathie she is a really nice lady I met on a trip to Florida a few years ago.

Anyway I found out why I felt so bad....grandmals were coming. They have come and gone and I feel worn out and not myself still.

I hope the grandmals don't come back ever.

3 Grandmals = :(

 Three grandmals happened the night before last, well I guess it was in the wee hours of the morning.

I don't remember.

I don't remember much of the doctors appointment yesterday.

Probably a good thing, that I don't remember.

It's been a little over a year since I had grandmals.

Bummer.

What can I say? I want to say a curse word for poop that people say when they are really really mad.

I am just going to say.......POOOOOP!!!!!

I am mad.


Well, hopefully today will be better than yesterday and my leg will cooperate and The grandmals will stay away.

Right Now...

 I am tired....tired ...tired
 I wish I would sleep better.

I don't like this medicine much.

You have to do what you have to do, right ???

I feel like I am on the edge...of a cliff.

If I get too tired ....I am afraid I will fall off.

The grandmals would be at the edge of the cliff .

At the bottom .....it would be my end.


I need some rope, so I don't fall off even if I fall asleep.

I need ......my brain back!!!!!

This sort of high feels no good.

BLAHHHHHHHHH!!!