Death and Resurrection, My Hope and Also About My Sadness

 Today, I found out a friend of mine had died. He said he would get better because he wanted to dance at my wedding ...someday. Well when you think about it as Christians we are the church and the church is the bride of Christ, we will probably be dancing at THE wedding . Resurrection...something to long for, something I dream about. I want to loose the leg brace and the helmet, I want to be able to walk properly and not have seizures. I don't know if we even will have to walk then, but I am sure I would not need a brace anymore .
 The thing about all of this is if I had not been sick I would of never met this friend. Everything has a reason...EVERYTHING.

Also today I found out Daddy's truck is done for, and Cleveland Clinic wants lots of money, I thought that it was taken care of.

Today at I.V. I did get to see Ralphie !! He made me smile and made time go faster.

I also felt well enough to go shopping for a bit , almost an hour and got a new dress and a pair of pants since my favorite ones are falling apart. I have had both favorite pairs for five years and one pair cost five dollars and the other three , so I guess that I go my dollars worth.
 Anyway today was hard. I cried before I left for I.V. and I cried when I came home because my Dad was so sad and I had to tell him about the death. And I want to cry now because I keep messing up my typing. Life goes one.....and I MUST trust in God because I could not deal with days like this without Him. That is that.